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Day 137

Q. quantum leap

"Reader! When exactly is it happening? For a long time you are practicing your daily internal exercises, and nothing seems to happen at all. Somehow you are waiting for that quantum leap taking you into the next century, another galaxy, the nirvana or, at least, on the next level of your exploration. Nothing. Nagging thoughts occupy your brains meandering coils, like you didn't practice enough, you are practicing too much, you are doing it wrong, and what is it for anyway. Nobody seems to be able to help you in your diligent but more and more desperate fight for development . . . And you stubbornly practice and practice. You remember that somebody told you this might happen: that you might enter this long stretch of apparently mechanical repetition, actually something you never believed in. And now you are doing it. At least that's what you think, besides other concepts which crisscross your thoughts. Thoughts, ah, so useless. Should you stop doing it? Who else is doing something like you? Maybe you are crazy and are just castigating yourself like in ancient medieval times? Are you wasting your time? Then you turn to just watch all those concepts waiting to be released of their importance . . and then .. suddenly . . .you let them all go . . . ahh . . freedom . . . . . just let them go . ."

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